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She saw disappointment, yes, but not the disapproval that she had feared. Maybe she was reading into it, but somehow, she thought that Christian was disappointed, not because she had a child, but because she hadn't confided in him. She had never thought that she would become this close xvideos 2 to someone other than Cutt. She hadn't x-videos even been this close to Stevie's father. Christian fit. When he was with Cutt and her, it wasn't like it usually was when someone else was xvideos tamil there: us telugu xvideos and them. When the three of them were together, strange as it sounded, they were a unit. Still, since she was unaccustomed to explaining herself or even caring enough to want to, Sinclair found herself at a loss. It was just a guess anyway. She had no way of knowing what Christian was really thinking and she had too much pride to ask him. She was never going to allow herself to be hurt again. She lowered her eyes, beginning to feel defensive. How did he do it? How did he get to her like that? She took a deep breath, attempting to calm herself down. She knew how unpredictable her temper was. It would be unfair to unleash it at x videos Christian just because she was feeling so vulnerable right now. In any case, she would not act like that in front of Stevie. She knew what a bitch she could be. mom xvideos Stevie didn't and never would. "Ok," she said. "Here we go. Let's talk. Cutt says keep our beefs to ourselves. Brodie doesn't wanna be xvieos rich and famous and says we need wwwxvideos.com to settle beefs right away. My son comes first. Who else wwwxvideos wants to add to the wish list?" she asked. "If we're gonna keep control and not be rich and famous that means we're gonna be local and xvideos japanese it means we'll be recording and distributing our music ourselves. If nobody else wants it, I'll videos x take the marketing piece," Christian said. "You can have it," Jax said. Everyone else agreed. 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